Sunday, July 15, 2007

Is there more?

As I was enjoying my yummy red gooseberries after another biking in the dark night, a thought cross my chaotic mind: is there more?

I've done some great stuff (at least for me they are), I felt really fantastic, people congratulated me, showed their friendliness towards me. Also I've done some huge mistakes, I've been incredibly stupid, felt like a looser, people were angry with me, disappointed or begun ignoring me. I've been given friendship, love, hate.
Besides all of these there was the feeling that something is missing.
Be it good or bad, I had feelings, I've done things, they had feelings towards me, we've done things, they shared living with me.
There is something more to be done or felt. It looked like all of them weren't so real for me. Even if I was completely into one way or another, something was missing for me. A piece of the puzzle wasn't at it's place and I could saw the table behind it.

Now I was asking myself: is there more? That something is real, is it achievable?

5 comments:

Lucian Pricop said...

Mircea, there is always more!!!
Hang in there, it will come to you ;-)

Anonymous said...

There's definatelly something more to come. Lost, the 4th series! :D

Alex

Andra said...

Ok..maybe I'm offtopic, but what are gooseberries? Can i find them in Poland?

Keep on searching!There is always more.

Andra

PS: Love this post.

Mircea said...

Gooseberries are "coacaze" in romanian. I loved them when I was a little child, but haven't tasted them since then...and surprise, I still love them :)

Adi said...

I guess the answer in this question is prettu much similar with the saying "there is always room for better"... or something like this. Yet I don't agree with it.

There are perfect things in life, perfect people (like me :P), perfect moments. You can recognize them when you stop asking your self "is there more?"

And there is a moment when you don't ask your self "is there more?". After eating to large Royal Cheesse Menus from McDonalds :D